hehe.....my laogong gave me a soft toy tortise and a small pooh bear de keychain for my birthday...tortise is from mini toons de...hehe....i love it alot....watever he give me i also will like de...hehe....the tortise really very cute....last time he gave me a small tortise keychain....hehe....same same de....den the big one got my birthdate on it....the small one got his birthdate.....its so coincidence...hehe....love him so much!!!

later going out wif mother...but quite late den go out...so now nth to do at home..haiz..boring sia...dunno wat can i do....haiz.....okok lah...i dun wanna write le..buaiz buaiz...

I really sianz diao loh.....yesterday use ernsan de hp sms mabel...den i thought she dunno his no. mah..den i say wanna one night stand? i give u 150 dollars...she nv fall into the trap loh..and she wun sacrifice her body de lah..and den in the end i got tell her im shuping..all the way its me who sms her..den she didn't delete the one night stand msg..only delete the msg tat i say its me..den her father saw her hp...den he dun believe im joking..wa lao.... keep telling him we are joking but he dun believe.... i really sianz diao loh...den her father say wan tell my parents and teacher...if he ever does tat..im going to be dead..i really sianz diao le loh.....why doesn't he believe mabel...and btw..if he dun believe mabel..tat means he dun believe tat mabel would protect herself and wun do anything wrong lah... wat kinda father is tat...if a father dun believe in his own daughter, den wat for have tis kinda father? im not saying mabel's father is a bad guy..im not saying bad about him..but why can't he believe his own daughter? really its me who use a guy's hp to sms mabel..n not the guy himself sms mabel... coz i do maths do until boring den joke wif mabel mah... wa lao eh...hate life..

[Jazze Pha]
Ladies and gentlemen (ladies and gentlemen, ooh-wee)
This is a Jazze Phizzle Productshizzle (Jazze Phizzle)
Missy (Missy)
The princess is here (ooh-wee)
(She's here) Ciara

(This beat is)
Automatic, supersonic, hypnotic, funky fresh
Work my body, so melodic
This beat flows right through my chest
Everybody, Ma and Papi came to party
Grab somebody, work your body, work your body
Let me see you 1, 2 step (here we go)

Rock it, don't stop it
Everybody get on the floor
Crank the party up
We about to get it on
Let me see ya
1, 2 step
I love it when ya
1, 2 step
Everybody
1, 2 step
We about to get it on

(This beat is)
Outrageous, so contagious, make you crave it
(Jazze made it)
So retarded, top-charted
Ever since the day I started
Strut my stuff and yes I flaunt it
Goodies make the boys jump on it
No, I can't control myself
Now let me do my 1, 2 step (come on)

Rock it, don't stop it
Everybody get on the floor
Crank the party up
We about to get it on
Let me see ya
1, 2 step
I love it when ya
1, 2 step
Everybody
1, 2 step
We about to get it on

(We gon' drop the beat like this, ooh-wee)

It don't matter to me
We can dance slow (ladies and gentlemen)
Which ever way the beat drop
Our bodies will go (I like this)
So swing it over here, Mr. DJ (hey, hey)
And we will, we will rock you (oh yeah)

It don't matter to me
We can dance slow (dance slow ya, ya, ya)
Which ever way the beat drop
Our bodies will go (hey, hey)
So swing over here, Mr. DJ (ladies and gentlemen)
And we will, we will rock you (wee)

[Missy]
I shake it like jello, make the boys say hello
Cause they know I'm rockin' the beat
I know you heard about a lot of great MC's
But they ain't got nothing on me
Because I'm 5 foot 2, I wanna dance with you
And I'm sophisticated fun, I eat filet mignon
And I'm nice and young, best believe I'm number one (oh)

Rock it, don't stop it
Everybody get on the floor
Crank the party up (oh)
We about to get it on
Let me see ya
1, 2 step
I love it when ya
1, 2 step
Everybody
1, 2 step
We about to get it on

Rock it, don't stop it
Everybody get on the floor
Crank the party up
We about to get it on
Let me see ya
1, 2 step
I love it when ya
1, 2 step
Everybody
1, 2 step
We about to get it on

[Missy]
This is for the hearing impaired
A Jazze Pha production (ooh-wee, ooh-wee)

hohoho...new song..hehe...so happy...finally got a website tat got the html of songs..the iwebmusic change to tat website le wor...heng sia...all thx to liping..got the web from her blog de...thx liping! lolz..long time no see liping le wor..haiz..

today went to library wif laogong and do hw...den do do do..in the end..we end up smsing ppl...lolz...coz really very sian doing hw...den tat is why we sms ppl..haha... using his hp loh...den today i morning make jelly..fail again sia...i really sadded liao loh...give up le lah..next time den try make again...haiz haiz... why fail??? why laogong de mother make de so nice one...coz she experience mah..not like me...so stupid dummy gal...^^ hehe..kk lah...i still got sooooo many hw to do leh...sianz diao sia...muackz..buaiz buaiz...^^

Haiz...i failed making my jelly...taste so yucky...yesterday fail..today fail again...haiz...why? why so lan wan? i mus practice more...haiz...why? haiz... laogong de mother make one sooo nice sia...haiz..why i so lan? next time mus make nice nice de...tis time one still can eat..den i going to let laogong eat..haha..later he vomit..lolz... nvm lah...i noe it tasted awful...but nvm loh..jus let him eat..going out later... haiz...so sianz... nth to do sia...sianz... mus finish my hw if not later kena teacher scolding... ..sianz...test coming up when holiday over.....why so many test de...feel like dying le lah...haiz... ok lah..dun tok le..buaiz buaiz..

haiz...miss him alot sia...tis wednesday going his house...happy sia..hehe...=)

sianz sia...today maths teacher nv come again..sianz diao...coz she sick....den we not going to catch up with other classes loh..surely holiday got remedial de loh...sianz...every other class already dunno wat chapter le but we still at chapter three...haiz...why teacher teach so slow? even if she teach fast, i also cannot absorb anything she teach...and she jus give alot of hw at one time and expect us to finish it..and i tink its very wat loh... if give us abit question at a time den can lah..coz see so many question den no mood to do le...haiz....but...dunno lah..i fail my maths and physics leh...sianz....=( but who cares... i really hate maths now and physics is very difficult sia..if i fail one subject, i will hate tat subject..coz dunno lah..jus like tat loh...haiz....sianz sia....wat to dO? i mus study hard leh..haiz...ok lah..dun tok le..buaiz buaiz diary...

Today went out wif him.....have alot of fun....he treat me eat...lolz...=) so happy today..bought a new bag...at bugis..hehe...but didn't tell mother about it..haha....nvm lah...she wan scold den scold loh....anyway my bag abit spoil liao....but i choose tis colour like shit colour sia....shouldn't have chose tis colour..suppose wan army green de...but dun have le...sianz...haiz...den choose tis shit colour...lolz...but nvm...i will like it de..hehe....i really really very happy today!! dunno why...jus happy...but he dun seemed quite happy today..i dunno why..i keep asking whether he not happy or wat den he say he is happy....lolz..kk lah...can't say too much about him...lolz... the bag i bought is 20 dollars...heartbreak sia... =) haha..kk lah..buaiz buaiz..

Tis is my favourite picture....i cannot bear to lose it...if its ever lost, i will cry...tis card is given by my god sis...i like it alot becoz its very very very cute...and lovely..i wish to find another card like tis...^^

MONEY MONEY MONEY..lolz....my $10..hehe..^^

Tis one my handphone..i wish to change a new one..but no money..lolz...sianz...

My new radio....$69...but hor very lan the sound...but im happy...^^

This is my new shoe...hehe..so happy~

now become my mother sick...yesterday nite she ate one bao... da bao...den hor...go and sleep...the bao is so oily..den haven digest den she sleep...den today go to work not feeling good...wanna go toilet tat kind..den she take leave and see doctor...den after seeing doctor she vomit.....she is so sick...im so sad...i dunno wat i can help to make her feel more comfortable..her face is so pale...and she didn't finish her lunch coz no appetite...haiz.....her stomach so pain....sianz...dunno wat to do leh.....haiz..hope she gets well soon...haiz....i dunno wat to do leh...i feel so terrible also..if i am the one who ate the bao den my mother wun be so sick....coz she keep asking me and my kor kor to eat but we dun wanna eat...den she dun wanna waste food den she eat...haiz.....sianz diao....i stomach also pain now...haiz..buaiz buaiz le..

erm..lolz..feeling much better...now fever is gone...but spinal pain and stomach pain...sianz¹/2... haiz..... today so sianz...raining days...den go out buy porrige and eat...

I took my new spects today...it cost $90.. so expensive sia...den now wearing it..blur blur..(O.o) lolz.... feel like fainting..haha...lolz....my handphone got problem sia...maybe i tink...coz sometimes sms my frenz hor..they cannot receive de...really sianz diao loh... dunno wat happened to my phone....haiz..hope to change one phone...but dun really wan change now....but coz got problem den feel like changing....if not i still wanna keep tis phone...but mother haven agree to change...sianz..haha..lolz..k lah..dun tok le....buaiz buaiz..^^

sianz diao sia....haiz....today de maths paper was so difficult...i tink i going to fail my maths le lah...somemore tis is only paper 1....teacher say paper 2 very difficult...den i die liao loh...haiz.....called my frenz handphone den no one answer so....so angry liao! haiz......den tml is history..i going to chiong liao lah...if not...haiz...tis time really is going to die liao...no more hope on going to chalet liao lah...haiz..lolz...hec care so much le...wats done cannot be undone..hope tat other test i can get higher den put up the marks loh...haiz.....so sianz...and scared...tml history leh....how? wat am i suppose to do? i haven even touch the book yet....sianz diao....haiz...buaiz buaiz liao lah....=)

Maths exams coming on tis tuesday le...i haven even started...haiz.....now den start reading history hor, i will die...haha...might as well dun read..no lah...lolz....haiz.... why huh? why mus have all the exams??? haiz....so stress...maths so difficult..if i fail den how? die liao loh....=( dunno wat am i suppose to do...

Why no mood? i also dunno why.......i really felt stress right now...i dun wish to carry on study...coz study makes me feel boring....wat am i tinking about? i really can't tell...i dun have the mind to concentrate rite now...i jus keep tinking of playing tats all.... i have to get top5 in class to get money from my parents...its a reward..is tat why i am so stress??? i really hate being wat im now....why do i have to study? why? and to tink tat when o level comes, i will be more stress....how? haiz...i really dunno wat to do now...now im already so stress....even if i do study, nothing will go into my mind.. i hate maths alot...but if i wan to go into the class i wan, i mus score well in both maths and science...i quite like science now...i dunno why..but jus like tats all... why? the english paper is damn difficult..i tink i going to fail liao lah...and all the chinese words are damn difficult..i dun wanna study anymore lah...feel like ending my life....but wat for? if i jus make myself stressless den i can be free from any troubles....haiz..but i can't... i mus concentrate on studies........haiz...but i hate studying...why some of them can jus dun care at all....haiz........stress~ haiz..ending my life is better den anything else? who noes? it make cause our family to be miserable.....more miserable den wat i am now... does it really.. i dunno wat to say le.....suan le...it takes time to forget and to forgive..haiz...